I am announcing that I am starting a new blog and adding it to my website NikolaWarren.com and my podcast HumanCaptialPodcast.com on Apple Podcast where subscribers who subscribe can listen to exclusive content, such as, me reading the first 100 pages of my manuscript aloud Titled, What's The Matter? The Psychology of Feeling in the Era of Ai. I am also adding my blog to NikolaSparks.com on Podbean.
Because I already did a copyright and I published my manuscript What's The Matter? The Psychology of Feeling in the Era of Ai, which is available to read for free exclusively on Amazon.com to Kindle Subscribers. Even if you are not a kindle subscriber, you can still order and download my manuscript for a fee. I get paid per page read of my manuscript. I thought it would be appropriate for me to start a blog, because the feeling, details, metadata, and thoughts behind what someone does to my body on a constant, consistent basis has not stopped, after biotech was surgically implanted in my body during a hysterectomy nine years ago without my consent, despite the fact that my book has been finalized.
Not everything that happens to me or I should say not every thought I have about what happens to me everyday with biotech in my body warrants an actual lengthy podcast. However the random and sometimes, short thoughts I have about what happens to my body with biotech in it, I often want to remember and log what I thought and what I said, instead of posting a podcast that often requires length for listeners.
I also want to publicly document what someone is doing to my body using biotech on a consistent and constant basis undetected, in my own quick tweet platform, what happened to me, where I was, when it happened, who was around me, and what my particular thoughts were, which can could conclude the possible reasons why. The point is to help bring accountability and full transparency to what I have to deal with everyday with this biotech in my body, put there without my consent.
I want to detail who, when, where, what someone is doing to me my body with this biotech from the moment I get out of bed, often with an unwanted buzzing vibration to my buttock. My first thought after that happens is, I am not chattel, and America is not and will never become a high-tech plantation, regardless how hard some people with "deranged or ignorant mentalities" try to make that happen using biotech. If I didn't set the alarm clock, on my watch, my Google mini, my phone, and now, yes, "now, my body", then there is no need for me to comply. I often ignore the buzz to my buttock, sometimes I lie there waiting for it to stop, then I will fall back to sleep if I am not yet ready to get up. It's not always easy to lie there and deliberately force myself to go back to sleep. I often force myself to go back to sleep because I am stubborn. It's like ignoring a phone call I'm not ready to answer. My thoughts are whoever is doing this to me is "power trippin", "they" or "whoever is using biotech to buzz me out of bed" has a strong desire to "control" to feel like they have "power" to affect and make me do what they want. Which leads me to a thought I have voiced often in my podcast and in my manuscript. That "they" whoever is utilizing the biotech on my body, really doesn't have any "power" without my "response". Even if I do choose to respond, the real "power" only occurs in the "compliance" of my response. Meaning I can either ignore, respond, and still not comply. There's not a whole lot of power in that. True power is given, not really taken. There's a whole "lot of energy" coming from both sides when you switch those concepts around, it can become exhausting on both sides.
My silent thoughts often comes out different than my verbal thoughts, or maybe it's the same but structured differently. I like both. It's just sometimes I rather write, than talk.
At 12:23pm today, my dog farted as he was sitting at my feet, close to my desk, in my bedroom. I immediately went to light some incense, and was pin stabbed and burned at the top of my head as I lit the incense, as I have done, since I was in college, I am now, 46 years old. Its 89 degrees outside, I had no fan running in my room, and my dog just blew my nose away, in seconds. No big deal, just light the incense, and things will smell good again, even faster. I just didn't expect to get burned and stabbed at the top of my head in my bedroom, as I did it.
Yesterday, I washed my hair, as I stepped into the tub with my shampoo and conditioner I was punched and squeezed four times at the top of my head, before putting my head under the freezing cold water in my home. The hot water heater and the copper pipes that bring the hot water through the home are all damaged and need to be replaced. However, because I am given a little bit of money each month to live off of with biotech that was snuck in my body nine years ago during a hysterectomy that everyone seems to be able to lie and deny happened, I can't afford to get the issue fixed. I have received estimate after estimate that is left open to the unknown (as to a true total in price), never ever able to afford the repairs. Recently my furnace broke and the last estimate I received, I was told to fix just the furnace would cost $1,000 parts and labor, if I wanted the hot water heater fixed, the furnace fixed, and the hot water pipes replaced to go to the upstairs bathroom, it would cost $6000. Basically the company said it would fix everything for 6 Grand. Mind you that doesn't include the taxes I owe. I think about what's in my body and more importantly how its used on me, and I do the math on my living conditions, and it is looking the very way, I said our country would never become again or go back to, despite my resistance.
Like I said yesterday, there was great care and consideration taken, making sure that this biotech in my body works like a fine tuned machine, allowing me to be radioactive nine years later, but nothing else in my life was given the time, money, consideration, or care, not my home, not my bank account, just my body. My body is the only utility working probably, and what my body can do, and what it delivers to others, has been at no cost to the people utilizing it. But I have to pay for every thing, and if I don't, or should say, if I can't well then a blind eye is turned to my deficits, but a blind eye is never turned from my body or the biotech, and what the biotech does to my body.
I called the police this weekend, reporting that I was buzzed out of bed in the morning, and in the middle of the night someone was attempting to digitally remotely vibrate/rape me in my private areas with biotech that I ignored. I called 911 at 8:20am on April 28th 2024, and I received a call back from Officer McCall at 8:38am.
A few days before I called Nicole Zacarellis office April 25th, 2024, and I spoke to the office secretary Emily and explained in detail what had happened to me earlier in the same day. I explained that even after I called 911 earlier that day on April 25th, 2024, and later received a call back from an officer, that I was attacked even more after hanging up with the Officer. She listened to everything I told her and she told me that she was going to contact investigators and that someone would return my call.
Last Thursday April 25th, 2024 at 5:01am an Officer returned my call he said his badge number was badge number 43, he called me from a cell phone, an 814 number, he said it was police cell phone number.
Often when I call 911 I am transferred from Allegheny County to Westmoreland County and then when I receive a call back from police, sometimes they tell me, I should be reporting what happens to me to Allegheny county, because my surgery was performed in Allegheny county and the implant was implanted in Allegheny County. My response often is the surgery was in Allegheny County however I am being attacked now, in Westmoreland County.
A scenario for that is,
A woman is picked up for a date in Allegheny County, but is raped in Westmoreland County, regardless if she calls at the time of the assault or when she returns home, is either police departments absolved of responsibility when it comes to taking a police report, or requesting a rape kit to be administered to start the investigation.
Oh but wait this is biotech its technical, its remote, okay.
You opened a bank account in Allegheny County as a Allegheny County resident, and you are on a trip to Florida, and you go to the bank and you discover all of your money has been stolen out of your account. Do you file the police report where you opened the bank account or do you file it in the state where you realize the money was stolen or the incident occurred?
The fact that its biotech, and that most technology can be accessed remotely leads to a broader question as to who has jurisdiction when a crime can be committed remotely which is the "cause", but the "effect", which is the location where the victim is affected is where the results of the crime is often carried out, having the most impact and repercussions. Can cops then ignore an attempt to file a complaint, investigate, or not report on a crime due to the "so called" origin of where the crime initially started, despite where the victim was impacted, if it is committed remotely?
To be continued.....
I kind of went off on a tangent, that's not even what I wanted to say. What I wanted to say was much shorter, it wasn't an open question issue or comment. I wanted to say, and I've most likely said it before, in a slightly different way in my manuscript and in my podcast, and my poems, that I recently published.
Is that .....
I am realizing that my battle with depression is closely linked to my awareness of the intent when I am hurt by the biotech
And the way I am hurt by the biotech is a constant reminder, of someones disdain for me.
Although I am able to physically cope with the pain, I often walk and talk right through it, never faltering in my own goals or objectives despite someone constantly hurting me, it is affecting me in other ways, knowing and realizing that someone is continually using the biotech to frivolously interfere in my daily life from the moment I wake up and as I travel through my day. It's harassment, and meant to mock me at my every turn. I become self conscious about things I would not often be self conscious about. Over thinking things that I didn't need to be perfect at, because, on a normal day, no one would care or notice, anyway.
It takes away from enjoying life or your day, always worrying about not making mistakes. When humans make mistakes, and typically don't ponder over it, to a stifling point, eating away at minutes and hours of your day, thinking about or wondering why someone hurt you this way or that way with biotech, by getting dinged in your temple or burned at the top of your head because your end-user observed or over heard your conversation or witnessed what you were doing, like they are some kind of God, judge, or jury. Functionally, I ignore the egregious assaults, and continue to do or say what I want, despite the attack. Despite my motor ability to continue as I was, I often belabor, replay, and think about the attack and wonder was there anyway I could have avoided such attack, knowing that it isn't my own insecurity but the possible jealously, bias, or even hatred of my end-user. I can usually tell the motive or intent by the way I am targeted and where I am targeted on my body, the intensity of how I am targeted on my body, what I am doing at the time, where I am, whose around me, and what I just said and who I said it to.
I do realize, that my psyche will be much better, when I am truly okay with people not liking me and not knowing my truth, or even knowing untruths. However, I think I'm okay with that, and that isn't the problem, its my exposure to that truth, that's the problem, the biotech in my body and the way it's used on me, makes me constantly aware. I can't turn it off, I cant turn the channel, choose to listen to something else, or choose to feel something else. My end-user read my manuscript, they are "out chessing" me. They know I use my mind to escape what I feel and now often the things I listen to and watch are full of mental, emotional, and physical "clap backs", which I ignore too, if it's negative or not to my liking. But the buzzing out of bed, getting dinged on my head as I enter the shower, and getting burned at the top of my head as I light incense, well, what am I to do with that.
I was burned on the side of my head talking to the ladies at Walmart the other day, in customer service. I told the police about it on my 911 call. You would never know. I ignore it, I've been dealing with those type of attacks for 9 years, however, they've become less, but lately, these attacks have become very frequent.
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Nikola Naylor-Warren
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